I’m Not Looking Back at Today


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08/01/2026


I’m not looking back at today.
Not because it was bad — but because I don’t want to analyse it.
Some evenings deserve to pass without commentary. Earlier, nights were like that. We didn’t review them. We let them fade while sitting around, doing nothing important.
Now we replay days in our heads, searching for meaning, mistakes, improvement. It’s exhausting. The day has already ended — why keep it awake inside us?
If tonight feels heavy, don’t carry explanations to bed. Let the day remain unfinished. It doesn’t need closure from you.
Turn off what you can. Leave the rest unresolved.
Tomorrow will arrive whether today makes sense or not.
That’s permission enough to rest.


Rajat Chandra Sarmah
Guwahati, Assam, India
Instagram: @rajatchandrasarmah5
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Borneo’s Rainforest — Where Time Forgot to Rush


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08/01/2026


Deep in Southeast Asia, shared by Malaysia and Indonesia, Borneo’s rainforest stands older than most ideas we carry about progress.
This forest does not impress loudly. It simply continues. Trees rise without symmetry. Rivers change their minds. Animals appear and vanish without explanation. Life here has never been in a hurry.



People living around the forest respect this patience. They don’t try to dominate it — they negotiate with it. The pride here comes from endurance, not control.
Borneo reminds us that growth does not always mean expansion. Sometimes it means staying alive quietly, without applause, for centuries.
In a world obsessed with speed, this place offers a different achievement — survival without noise.
And that, perhaps, is the rarest success of all.


Rajat Chandra Sarmah
Guwahati, Assam, India
Instagram: @rajatchandrasarmah5
YouTube: Converse With A Smile

This Morning Feels Unclaimed


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08/01/2026


This morning feels unclaimed.
As if no one has decided yet what it should become.
I like that feeling — when the day hasn’t been pushed into shape. Earlier, mornings felt like blank pages we were allowed to stain freely. Now we try to write perfect sentences before the ink dries.
There was a time when waking up didn’t come with self-assessment. We didn’t measure energy levels or emotional readiness. We simply stood up and joined the day.
If this morning seems quieter than usual, let it stay that way. You don’t need to announce plans or intentions. Some days work better when they begin without ambition.
Let the day find you slowly.
Not everything needs a strong start.


Rajat Chandra Sarmah
Guwahati, Assam, India
Instagram: @rajatchandrasarmah5
YouTube: Converse With A Smile

The Day Didn’t Go as Planned


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07/01/2026


The day didn’t go as planned.
Not badly — just differently.
I had a version of today in my head. It didn’t show up. Instead, the real day arrived, did what it wanted, and left me a little tired and slightly amused.
We rarely talk about these days. They don’t fail loudly. They don’t succeed clearly. They just pass through us, asking for attention and then disappearing.
If this evening finds you wondering what exactly you did today, that’s fine. You lived it. That counts more than we admit.
Put the day down gently. It doesn’t need fixing now.
Some days make sense only after they’re gone.
Rest. Tomorrow will have its own ideas.


Rajat Chandra Sarmah
Guwahati, Assam, India
Instagram: @rajatchandrasarmah5
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Chefchaouen, Morocco — A City That Chose One Colour


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07/01/2026


In northern Africa, tucked into the Rif Mountains of Morocco, Chefchaouen quietly stands apart.
Almost everything here is painted blue. Walls, stairs, doors — layer upon layer of it. No official rule forced this choice. It simply stayed, because people felt it belonged.


Residents are proud of this calm uniformity. The blue cools the heat, softens the streets, and slows visitors without asking them to stop. Walking here feels different — as if the city gently lowers your voice for you.
Chefchaouen doesn’t impress with size or power. It offers something rarer — coherence. A place where nothing competes for attention, yet everything is remembered.
In a noisy world, choosing calm is an act of confidence.
This city made that choice long ago — and never reversed it.
Rajat Chandra Sarmah
Guwahati, Assam, India
Instagram: @rajatchandrasarmah5
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The World Is Still Loading


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07/01/2026


The world is still loading when you wake up early enough.
Traffic hasn’t decided its mood. News hasn’t begun shouting. Even your own thoughts feel undecided.
There’s a softness here that doesn’t last long. I notice it more now — how the mind hasn’t yet picked a side. Not optimistic. Not tired. Just open.
Earlier, mornings felt endless because we didn’t try to use them well. Now we try too hard. We squeeze meaning out of every hour until nothing feels natural.
If you’re awake at this hour, don’t rush to define the day. Let it remain unnamed for a while. Some days behave better when you don’t label them too soon.
For a few minutes at least, the world is still loading.
And so are you.


Rajat Chandra Sarmah
Guwahati, Assam, India
Instagram: @rajatchandrasarmah5
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I Thought I’d Have More Energy by Now


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06/01/2026


I thought I’d have more energy by this hour.
I usually do. Today, I didn’t.
Nothing went terribly wrong. Nothing went exceptionally right either. Just one of those days that quietly uses you up without announcing it.
Earlier, evenings meant sitting around and doing nothing without guilt. Now even rest feels like something we must justify. We explain our tiredness as if it needs permission.
If today left you less than you expected yourself to be, it’s okay. You’re allowed to arrive here unfinished. The day doesn’t need a summary.
Sit. Breathe. Close what needs closing.
Tomorrow will ask again — tonight doesn’t have to.


Rajat Chandra Sarmah
Guwahati, Assam, India
Instagram: @rajatchandrasarmah5
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Cartagena’s Old Town — Where Colour Refuses to Fade


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06/01/2026


On Colombia’s Caribbean coast, in South America, Cartagena’s old town stands bright under a hard sun, refusing to dull with time.
Its walls once protected the city from pirates. Today, they protect something else — memory. Balconies overflow with flowers. Doors wear colours boldly, as if age has only made them more confident.
People here are proud of this stubborn beauty. Life moves loudly. Music leaks into the streets. Conversations don’t lower their voices for history — they live alongside it.
Cartagena doesn’t preserve its past in silence. It lets it sweat, laugh, and age openly. The city seems to say that survival isn’t about staying untouched — it’s about staying visible.
Some places age by disappearing.
This one survives by showing up fully, every single day.


Rajat Chandra Sarmah
Guwahati, Assam, India
Instagram: @rajatchandrasarmah5
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The Day Doesn’t Know You Yet


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06/01/2026


The day doesn’t know you yet.
It hasn’t judged your speed, your usefulness, or your mood.
This is the moment I like — before messages arrive, before the world forms an opinion. Earlier, I used to rush through it, afraid of falling behind. Now I try to stand still inside it, even if only for a minute.
There was a time when mornings were innocent. We woke up because sleep ended, not because alarms commanded us. Nothing demanded excellence before breakfast.
If you’re reading this early, don’t offer yourself fully yet. Hold something back — a thought, a breath, a little calm. The day will take enough from you later.
Right now, it hasn’t asked anything.
And that makes this moment quietly powerful.


Rajat Chandra Sarmah
Guwahati, Assam, India
Instagram: @rajatchandrasarmah5
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Nothing Much Happened Today — And That’s Fine


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05/01/2026


If someone asks how your day went, and you say, “Nothing much,” don’t correct yourself.
Nothing much means you survived it. It means the day didn’t break you, even if it tired you. We’ve begun to underestimate ordinary days — the ones without headlines, milestones, or announcements.
Earlier, evenings were for sitting around. Stories repeated. Jokes fell flat. Still, nobody felt the need to perform. Now we measure days by output and nights by exhaustion.
Tonight, allow yourself an unremarkable ending. Eat slowly. Sit quietly. Let the body loosen its grip on the day.
Not every evening needs reflection.
Some only need rest — and permission to stop.


Rajat Chandra Sarmah
Guwahati, Assam, India
Instagram: @rajatchandrasarmah5
YouTube: Converse With A Smile